who will read this


Day 1 of writing. 

hi, you who will read this,.... i dknot know when it's been awhile years without writting. it's 2026 august 7, it's on umuganura. it's night.I will say few because my heart is tired.... about life... but this time it's special... it's more of wondering,... what is going on... I'm I I dont know why and even writting this? there's this girl in our oganziaiton, i've been not talking to her, but i feel it's making me worried. because waht we are doing is hard, it's politics... and not talking to her shows me that i'm not enjoying what we are doing// lattley the poliitcs has not been good, so I fell like I no longer have to enjoy life... 

I'm aksing why can't i get a partner? I'm i bad at dating? but the issue so far i saw that i love people who are my partner, i just don't love them because they are female... and ... I dont, anyway I will just publish it, maybe be by the time, my existance will mean somehting to people these writting will be helpful.

but so far, I'm really bored, boired to the level the word doest see my whole ability, mentality I'm limited. but i guess I dont need more, I need only that person, the person who will come to my life as parnter.... who will be understadning what we are doing. perhapas it will make me injoy what i do.

I feel like i can read more... but i'm speechless... tired... i need of a partner.... i will continue whnever i feel like i'm back... ohh as i reminder... speed tought so far leading, and providing for our oganizaiton finacially, paying rent and so on..


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